the reason

this is the song that my honey sang when he serenaded me. he even recorded this song on his cellphone and sent it to me the day before he and his bandmates played in our company's anniversary..

i finally heard this song being played again on the radio last Sunday, same day when my honey and i had an argument..

this is the perfect song for you honey.. i love you..

i'm not a perfect person
there's many things i wish i didn't do
but i continue learning
i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go
that i just want you to know

i've found the reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

i'm sorry that i hurt you
it's something i must live with everyday
and all the pain i put you through
i wish that i could take it all the way
and be the one who catches all your tears
that's why i need you to hear

i've found the reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you

i'm not a perfect person
i never meant to do those thing to you
and so i have to say before i go
that's i just want you to know

i've found the reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

i've found the reason to show
a side of me you didn't know
a reason for all that i do
and the reason is you

thank you honey...

Thank you for being patient with my difficult moods..

i appreciate so much how you're able to put up with my emotions..i try so hard, but sometimes, my moods get the best of me.. i get sad... and sometimes, i get angry because i think you should understand and comfort me..

yet i know you can't understand when i shut you out.. you can't comfort me because i refuse to let you..

sometimes, i feel like crying for no reason at all.. i realize that's hard to understand.. but it's my way of letting go of all the anger, hurt and frustraion that's building inside me.

i let things around me influence the way i act.. i let the past in and my feeling from there get tangled up with my present feeling ... i guess this has to happen sometimes and i know it hurts you.. but it's a part of growing, learning and living...

thank you for understanding when i'm quiet and when i am obtrusive.. thank you for being patient when you're frustrated with me.. thank you for calming down when i am already flared up.. thank you for all that you are and for being my lifetime partner..

without you, my life is definitely incomplete.. i love you honey... thank you!

if my love..

If my love could be a poem
And it were all for you,
Then I would write forever
And times the love by two.

If my love could be a flower
That only blooms within your eyes,
Then I would live forever
And never, ever die.

If my love could be a tear drop
That has streamed along your face,
Then I would always know
In your heart I found a place.

If my love could be a blue-bird
That has never flown away,
Then I would always be here
'coz I'd never go astray.

If my love could be a blanket
That has never left you cold,
Then I would be forever
Right here for you to hold.

If my love could be the soft wind
That has whispered in your ear,
Then I would tell you secrets
And the things you need to hear.

If my love could be the sunset
That has left you with a smile,
Then I would know forever
That our love was worth the while.

If my love could be the dark road
That makes your wrongs a right,
Then I would always make sure
That you could find a light.

If my love could be a rainbow
That fills your day with color,
Then I would always love you
In the Winter, or the Summer.

If my love could be the strength
That you need for just one day,
Then I would do my best
To help in every way.

If my love could be the heartbeat
That is dancing in your chest,
Then I would always miss you
Cause in your arms I need to rest.

define love....

how can i define love?

it's something that strikes deeply within my heart...

yes, i can hardly express the power of love...

love that cares for your very own...
and cannot be fathomed by words alone...

two of us can define it..

love shares everything in our minds....

love is something that makes us smile...

love is definitely, you and i...

you are my reason..

= a poem i dedicated to my husband before we our wedding =

when the sun sets... it kisses the ocean deep...
and when the yellow touches the blue,
tears will flow coz i remember you..

when i'm alone, i think of you...
our memories linger in my heart..
through the sweetest songs and the summer breeze,
to the most painful agony...

i'll always stay the same,
for my heart belongs to you...

now that i have you,
God just gave me a reason..
a beautiful reason to fall in love all over again...

i've been to many heartaches and pains...
with sad and broken relationships...
i've lost my vision .. until you saved my soul...

you'rea God-given reason to love and live again..

Husband 101

Snagged this from yen's blog .. sounds fun so i'm posting this on mine too..

get to know more about my hubby:

How long did you date? about 10 months.. then we got married..
How old is he? he just turned 26.. still feels and looks young; as he always say.. :D
Who eats more? i do... i'm kinda voracious daw.. ahihi.. me bad!
Who said “I love you” first? before going to bed, i say i love you first.. upon waking up, he says I love You first.. sounds fair, isn't it?

Who is taller? Hubby is much taller ...
Who sings better? He does.... he actually has a band & he's one of the vocals (also does rap)
Who is smarter? i think I am.. hehehe.. actually, we both are :)
Whose temper is worse? mine! mine! mine! - yes, i'm definitely hot-headed and he's the cool one!
Who does the laundry? i do...
Who does the dishes? he does..
Who sleeps on the right side of the bed? either of us.. depends on who goes to the mattress first..
Who pays the bills? we both do.. when one is not busy, the other takes over...
Who mows the lawn? no one.. hehehe! we've got no lawn...
Who cooks dinner? Hubby does, because i go home (from work) at 6:30pm and when i arrive, he has already cooked.. i do my share in the morning, though..
Who drives when you are together? He does.. i still dunno how to drive! i don't even have my licence yet.. :(
Who is more stubborn? i am.. hehehe.. :)
Who kissed who first? He always kiss me first.. he can't wait to kiss my lips.. hehehe
Who is the first to admit when they are wrong? errr...i dont... so definitely it's him, eventhough i am really at fault sometimes...
Whose parents do you see the most? mine... my mom visits her two grandkids every week!
Who proposed? of course he did...
Who is more sensitive? we both are... equally:)
Who has more friends? i do.. it doesn't mean that my hubby has lesser friends.. it's just that i'm very very friendly even with strangers.. they say i'm the friendliest mom in our subdivision coz i almost knew all the moms and their kids... haha.. secondly, my hubby doesn't talk that much.. he's a silent killer.. Lol..
Who has more siblings? we're just the same.. we both have 3 siblings..
Who wears the pants in the family? {pakopya ng sagot, yen ha}... it also Depends That’s a safe answer too! nyahahaha

I’m tagging everyone who has a husband or a partner!

kaarawan...

unang araw ng Marso.. araw ng pagre-renew ng lisensya ni Marc, ang aking asawa..

eto rin ang araw ng kapanganakan nya.. tumanda na naman sya ng isang taon, pero lalo pa ring bumabata ang itsura.. nagkulay-pula ang buhok nya, parang si Son Gokuo ng Dragon Ball Z... pero ayos lang, carry naman nya eh.. at bagay naman nya....

naudlot ang plano naming manood ng My Big Love sa SM.. nagkasakit kasi si bunso.. si panganay naman ay may ubo at sipon..kelangan naming bantayan at alagaan ang aming dalawang supling.. mabuti naman at ayos na sila ngayon...

nagluto na lamang ako ng pancit at nag-ihaw-ihaw kami sa harap ng aming bahay.. hanabg tulog ang mga bata, nagbonding kaming dalawa sa pamamagitan ng panood ng Naruto: Shippuden sa dvd.. kahit paano ay maayos naming naipagdiwang ang kanyang kaarawan..

masaya ako dahil patuloy pa ring tumatatag ang aming relasyon, sa gitna ng mga problema, hadlang at unos na aming naeenkwentro... masaya ako dahil patuloy na lumalabong ang aming pagmamahalan.. masaya ako dahil ang aming pangako sa isa't-isa na "to love and to cherish, till death to us part" ay aming naisasakatuparan..

sa yo mahal kong asawa, maligayang bati at tandaan mo na mahal na mahal kita at naway sana'y lagi tayong magkapiling...