stupid love

This month, I'm joining again Girls Talk and I am so happy to be back! February is a special month for me because it is my birth month! Yay! in a few days, i'll be turning --.. {Let's just say, I;ve just been evicted from the calendar, LOL}

Anyway, I hope K wouldn't mind if I share a story about the stupidest thing I did for someone I used to love.. yep, you read it right, i'd be talking about someone in my past.. Not that I don't have kinda-stupid moments with my hubby, but I chose this other most embarassing and really stupid thing I did before.

funny how it all started.. let's go back to the day where it all begun.. If I remember right, I have actually shared and posted this stupid moment here in my blog three years ago.. So i'll just re-post this:

Itago na lang natin sya sa pangalang Axle. {cue in Maalaala Mo Kaya themesong}LOL!


Sometime in Feb, more than 7 years ago, I was single and available but there were at least two people who had already expressed their desires to court me, but I wasn't really interested because I was still reeling from a broken heart at that time. But I have been friends with my colleague and constant companion, Axle. Eventually, I didn't realize, i was actually falling hard for Axle due to our occasional walks together at a nearby park in our office, and we had constant exchange of IMs and text messages...

one day, i could no longer hide my feelings.. i asked him if we could walk along the park at the back of our office.. he said yes, but we had to drop by the parking area because he had to get something from his car.. (i think he forgot his meal stub at that time)..


when we got to his car, i told him that we should stay there instead.. because the basking sun was about to come out and i didn't want to get a tan.. his car was parked on a nearby tree with large & thick leaves, which prevented the sun's rays from reaching us.. so we stayed inside his car..


he tuned in his CD player and my "Art of Letting Go" CD was playing.. {he borrowed that CD from me that morning}... the song Stay was playing..


"Nice song, noh?? bagay sa yo.. kasi nice ka.. hehehe"... that's what he said.. i blushed.. i didn't know what to say then...

"Oh, natahimik ka.. i thought you were about to tell me something?"


there ... he asked for it... i knew i couldn't hide my feelings for him anymore, so i told him the truth..


I said.. "Axle... i think, i like you..... oh shit.. who am i kidding.. I think i'm falling for you.. I think I'm in love with you.. "   So there.. I said it..

Axle's eyes went wide and his jaw dropped.. i thought he was going to strangle me.. i thought he was going to say, "Eww!" because that was his favorite expression.. i thought...


then he murmured...  ATE?

{P.S. Axle called me Ate because I was actually 1 year older than him.. }

well.. to make the story short.. he busted me! hahaha.. yes.. he actually called me "ATE" right after our encounter.. while the song Stay was nearing it's end, he just grabbed my hand and said, "Ate, sorry.. pero i can't give you back the love that you have for me.. that's just infatuation.. Ate, hindi mo ako mahal.. nalilito ka lang kasi sweet ako.. pero ate.. sorry... iba ang mahal ko.."


Ouch!..

yes, i felt like a basin of water was washed over me.. no, make that, a body of water as large as the river was poured over my head.. i was super embarassed with what i have done.. i was sooooo stupid talaga!! yes.. i admit.. i was insane .. Thanks for reading the Stupid Thing I did for Love here in Girls Talk.. :)