the love letter...

i can still remember the days when i was falling in love with my husband... or should i say - boyfriend, back then.. in fact, i even blogged about it when i was still using my account in diaryland.com.. walking down memory lane, i can't help but smile and think of how my life has changed when i realized that i was indeed in-love with Marc...

here, let me share with you this unsent letter i made for Marc and how it all started..

Marc,

You disturb my mind all the time...

when everything seems wrong for me, you happen to cross my path and then make things right..

i ignore you, but when you're gone, i love to see you..

i try to avoid you... then lately i realized, i wanna be with you.

you pass along my way and i pretend i see nothing. but when you walk away from me, my heart shatters and cries, "i terribly miss you"...

i simply cannot understand myself...can somebody tell me why do i feel this way? have i done anything wrong? is this my karma?

i do things i don't want to do..

i feel something strange for you...

perhaps this is what people refer to as MAGIC!

seems like you cast a spell on me.. seems like you hypnotized me.. or maybe, you sprinkled me with a love potion, so strong, that i couldn't bear to be away from you..

or this may be a feeling only a heart knows...

yes, i hear my heart beating the words... "i'm falling in love with you..."

ohmygosh.. was i hopeless romantic, or what? i sounded like i was head over heels in love.. well, that's true.. and still, i am - definitely in love with my husband..