reflections...

hello guys and gals.. yes, it's been quite some time now.. i haven't been updating lately because i had to finish almost 200 hundred petitions at work.. mostly these are for charity, actually.. i mean entering those old cases on our new database is really taking so much of my time.. but i've come to realize that what i am doing is exactly what i love to do..

so after a week's worth of pounding the keys on my keyboard and analyzing each case with qualit precision, here i am, finally doing another thing that i love to do..

blogging!

although, it's gonna be my rest day, so definitely no posts for tomorrow until Monday..

anyway, i just want to share these thoughts that made me whole, complete and made me see life in a different perspective.. something that is so NOT me..

just like in life.. it won't always be a bed of roses.. there are times that you are stepping on nails instead. but through this all, it would be best to stop and think for a while..

the reason we are feeling pain is because God wants us to grow up, to reflect and to talk to Him.. and tell Him that we need Him.. because we Love Him.. because He Loves Us..

it's seldom now that my husband and i would sit back, relax and enjoy silly conversations.. sometimes, at home, we just eat together and then i'd prepare his clothes and his things for work.. during rest days, we go to our in-laws.. i miss the days when all we had was time..

time for each other.. time for ourselves.. time to take everything in our hands with ease..

time to say I LOVE YOUs..

yes, we still say i love you's when i arrive from work or when he is about to go to work and when we send text messages to each other.. just by saying that with matching kiss on the lips is enough for me to express my love for him.. but sometimes i yearn for more.. i yearn for more quality time.. i yearn for more of him alone..

maybe, one day, when both of us have free time, we're gonna do the things that we haven't been doing for the longest time..

either way, just knowing that he is with me, and i am with him, and we got each other, we love one another and we treasure our family - i know that we will live happyily ever after..

oh my.. i sound corny! but oh well, that's how it is when in love..

you feel like you own the whole world.. you feel like singing all the time..

you got butterflies in your stomach.. you got bees in your ears..

it really feels good to be loved, to love and to be